Balance

Hey EveryOne We are 6 months 2 weeks into the future and 2600% up in followers. Two weeks ago I participated in an AVP workshop. In one activity we were asked to write and then tell a brief history of our lives. I wrote these two sentences: 1. Fear of the future 2. Trust in…

Rubber Band

Hey EveryOne We are 5 months 2 weeks into the future and 2600% up in followers. In an early post, I wrote how I felt helpless living inside a rubber band and what I did to free myself from its grip. For many months that was true. In the past two weeks, something had change.…

Two become One

Hey EveryOne We are 5 months 1 week into the future and 2500% up in followers. When with the women I love, I know of two ways to feel satisfied. Completely and totally satisfied. The first one I call “Make Sexual Love”. It involves lust, horniness, passion, sexual energy, sexual organs, orgasms, cuddling and sleep.…

Landslide

Hey EveryOne We are 4 months 3 weeks into the future and 2100% up in followers. Once it start, you have little or no control over it. The past week I could feel big masses of change, landslide inside of me. I’m unstable, changing, afraid and at times panicking As time passes I realize just…

$1.756.000.000.000

Hey EveryOne The past week was hard. Articles like: Dasani the Invisible Child and other homeless children in NYC, Irma Lopez who was forced to give birth on a clinics lawn or what happen to Chinese who immigrate into the cities makes my heart bleed. You can say: If you don’t want to hurt then…

Wednesday Evening

Hey EveryOne I was there at 19:30 as agreed. I was the only one there. I called the teacher and woke him up. 10 minutes later came another student. He was angry the teacher is late. 10 more minutes pass and the teacher came. His eyes were still half closed. We all agreed that 3…

Out of/In Focus

Hey EveryOne This was a very strange week. in fact, it still is. During most of it I felt as if I’m walking with my head in a cloud. It feel’s as if I moved forward while everything else moved in other directions. This week was full of goodbyes and too few hellos This week…

The Gap

Hey EveryOne Emotional pain live’s in the gap between Potential/Fantasy and Reality. Freud said that in that same gap lays the psychosis. The more I understand our world The more I feel the gap widening The more I need to remind myself that: Both potential and reality are my own points of view. Each one…

Change is Constant

Hey Everyone In most cases we only notice change when it’s big. When lots of emotions involve, and it takes us time to overcome it. For me, life is all about change. Every time I┬áhear, see, smell, taste, sense, eat, drink, breath or feel’s I change, even if just a little bit. Every second that…

Down the Rabbit Hole

Hey Everyone We are now two weeks into the future. 35(+/-) years ago I decided not to become a parent. Now this project touch’s all my parenthood fears. Yes it’s only a website. Yes it’s only virtual. But for me it’s real like a baby. My emotions towards it grow and deepen with each passing…