Unable

Hey EveryOne I haven’t written a post in three weeks. Not that I didn’t try. I started at least 10 posts. When I looked at them 1-2 hours later, I saw they are bullshit and sent them to where they belong. I hope the path of this one wont be the same. I asked myself…

Wednesday Evening

Hey EveryOne I was there at 19:30 as agreed. I was the only one there. I called the teacher and woke him up. 10 minutes later came another student. He was angry the teacher is late. 10 more minutes pass and the teacher came. His eyes were still half closed. We all agreed that 3…

Out of/In Focus

Hey EveryOne This was a very strange week. in fact, it still is. During most of it I felt as if I’m walking with my head in a cloud. It feel’s as if I moved forward while everything else moved in other directions. This week was full of goodbyes and too few hellos This week…

Good Enough

Hey EveryOne We are 5 weeks into the future and 1200% up in followers. Most of my life I wanted to be a Guru. I wanted millions to follow me. I wanted to have power. I told myself that I’ll use that power for the greater good I told myself that I only want it…

The Gap

Hey EveryOne Emotional pain live’s in the gap between Potential/Fantasy and Reality. Freud said that in that same gap lays the psychosis. The more I understand our world The more I feel the gap widening The more I need to remind myself that: Both potential and reality are my own points of view. Each one…

Change is Constant

Hey Everyone In most cases we only notice change when it’s big. When lots of emotions involve, and it takes us time to overcome it. For me, life is all about change. Every time I┬áhear, see, smell, taste, sense, eat, drink, breath or feel’s I change, even if just a little bit. Every second that…

Down the Rabbit Hole

Hey Everyone We are now two weeks into the future. 35(+/-) years ago I decided not to become a parent. Now this project touch’s all my parenthood fears. Yes it’s only a website. Yes it’s only virtual. But for me it’s real like a baby. My emotions towards it grow and deepen with each passing…